Assalamualaikum
Hola! Another year has past since it happen, yet I'm still stuck on past moment. Rindu! Hanya tuhan yang tahu apa yang tersembunyi di dalam hati ini. InsyaAllah tonight i'll be brave and ask how she's now, just hope that I don't make hassle again. Everyone saying that you should let go, stop when it already end but it not that easy for me. I'm not strong enough to let go once i put everything on it. Maybe I need to go further and make myself busier, so i won't have time to think about it. But I'm still confused on what i should do and what will happen to this feeling or when will it end. Aku lemah! Hati ini sakit, sakit sampai kadang kala mengalir air mata. Aku perlukan ketenangan! Ketenangan hati!
Tuesday
27 august 2019
Tuesday, 27 August 2019
Wednesday, 22 August 2018
Luahan 2018
Assalamualaikum. First of all i wanna say thank for coming and reading this. Well I'm not expected to found this old blog anymore. Guess it already three years by now and now I'm 25th years old. I'm currently at bintulu working as technician at press metal bintulu. Well for now it not that bad and the paycheck you could say as average and more then enough to support my needed, honestly it depend on how you manage your spending that make you survive until the next payment.
Now i have got a bike as i could say one of my dream already come true. Alhamdulillah I manage to take care of myself until now.
This going to be sentimental so prepare or don't read it. I was once loving someone with everything that i have got n maybe now I still love her. But I don't know what else I could do to make she understand of how i feel right now. I don't know what her real reason when she ask for a breakup. She said that she don't love me anymore and can't pretend that she love me. I have heard that excuse so many time and after so long not my love that gone, it my will that getting weaker. I'm a normal human too, every person has their limit. If you really say that you don't love me then why do you come back 2 years ago when I'm almost fine and almost getting my old self back. If everything in this world need love then i guess many people will end up being alone until they die. Now i'm end up between hope and surrender. I'm clueless, since i met you i have set my goal to make you to be my bride and everything that i have done until now base on that reason. I'm better being alone than wasting my time playing as a lovely couple without a future goal. Maybe it not the right time as many people saids. I just wish for someone that would love as much as i love her.
Guess that enough for now. The word won't come out anymore. Bye
23/8/2018 02.54am
Now i have got a bike as i could say one of my dream already come true. Alhamdulillah I manage to take care of myself until now.
This going to be sentimental so prepare or don't read it. I was once loving someone with everything that i have got n maybe now I still love her. But I don't know what else I could do to make she understand of how i feel right now. I don't know what her real reason when she ask for a breakup. She said that she don't love me anymore and can't pretend that she love me. I have heard that excuse so many time and after so long not my love that gone, it my will that getting weaker. I'm a normal human too, every person has their limit. If you really say that you don't love me then why do you come back 2 years ago when I'm almost fine and almost getting my old self back. If everything in this world need love then i guess many people will end up being alone until they die. Now i'm end up between hope and surrender. I'm clueless, since i met you i have set my goal to make you to be my bride and everything that i have done until now base on that reason. I'm better being alone than wasting my time playing as a lovely couple without a future goal. Maybe it not the right time as many people saids. I just wish for someone that would love as much as i love her.
Guess that enough for now. The word won't come out anymore. Bye
23/8/2018 02.54am
Friday, 15 May 2015
Assalamualaikum and Evening..
Once again my name is Fadzlinie bin Mohamad. now i am 22 years old. i'm now currently working at labuan island. On 16 April this year i'm officially graduate for my diploma in Electrical & Electronic Engineering at Cosmopoint College of Technology. All my family is at hometown Lawas, Sarawak and i'm all alone here with just a few of my old and closed friend.
Now let talk about my family. My dad is working as Assistant Senior Environmental Health Officer and he has been working at there more than 30 years. My dad is from Kuala Igan, Matu and his race is Melanau. My mom is working as Custom officer at Lawas and has been working more than 30 years same as my dad. She is officially a Lawas citizen and still stay there until now. I have 5 siblings, four boys and one girl. the only girl is my sister and she is the olders among us. My sister already married and currently only have one child for now. Above me is my brothers and he is graduated for Diploma in Health and Safety Officer from Ranaco Institute at Terengganu. I'm the number three and the middle one. My younger brother the number four and five is now currently studying in middle school at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Lawas. The forth is in form five and the fifth is in form four.
That all for now, I will continued with another story later. bye.
Assalamualaikum and Goodnight. :)
Once again my name is Fadzlinie bin Mohamad. now i am 22 years old. i'm now currently working at labuan island. On 16 April this year i'm officially graduate for my diploma in Electrical & Electronic Engineering at Cosmopoint College of Technology. All my family is at hometown Lawas, Sarawak and i'm all alone here with just a few of my old and closed friend.
Now let talk about my family. My dad is working as Assistant Senior Environmental Health Officer and he has been working at there more than 30 years. My dad is from Kuala Igan, Matu and his race is Melanau. My mom is working as Custom officer at Lawas and has been working more than 30 years same as my dad. She is officially a Lawas citizen and still stay there until now. I have 5 siblings, four boys and one girl. the only girl is my sister and she is the olders among us. My sister already married and currently only have one child for now. Above me is my brothers and he is graduated for Diploma in Health and Safety Officer from Ranaco Institute at Terengganu. I'm the number three and the middle one. My younger brother the number four and five is now currently studying in middle school at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Lawas. The forth is in form five and the fifth is in form four.
That all for now, I will continued with another story later. bye.
Assalamualaikum and Goodnight. :)
Saturday, 28 July 2012
UFS201 - 5th Reflection
We present about ghost story. Our story is about ghost at Karak Highway. It about a family, husband and wife with their son that went on vacation. On the way, they car broke down at Karak Highway. While her husband searching for help, something happen to him. Unfortunately a ghost that roaming around the highway has killed him. Then a car of two policemen came and save his wife. The end..
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